Monday, June 28, 2010

Matthew 23:12
For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted.

My dear Sisters who love the Lord,
Lessons in humility are unavoidable and oh so painful! In Luke 22 Jesus had taken the disciples aside to celebrate Passover with them. He shared these intimate words "I have earnestly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer..." There is no recorded response. He then states that this is His last Passover on earth. Can you feel the tense quiet in the lamp lit room? I have this desire to ask, "Do you hear what He is saying?" (Place yourself there in the semi dark room, a strong smoke odor from the oil lamp.) Again, He lovingly tells them this is His last Passover. No response. Then strange words follow. "This is my body given for you." No response. Wouldn't you expect at least one of them to be tuned in and ask "Lord, What does that mean?"  Jesus proceeds to reveal that He will be betrayed and the 'betrayer' is dining with them! They discussed who it could be but quickly fell into a discussion about which one of them was the greatest. I want to shake them into the present and ask "Do you hear what He told you?"

Does this cause you to have questions? Or does it make you uncomfortable because you may see yourself in the scenario? They were focused on themselves. He had previously warned them (chpt 21) "Be on guard" and "Keep alert". Did they become so accustomed to His voice they didn't hear? We know what happened next... they fell asleep in the garden leaving Him alone with His great wrestlings.

Jesus is our example of humility. Though He was deity, He arrived on earth through the birth canal of a young Jewish woman. I think how easily I just typed the last sentence. Do I truly hear the Truth of scripture anymore than the disciples, in the upper room? Do I hear the heart of my Lord, in His words, as I read? Jesus humbled Himself. As I read these words I saw something I have not seen before... the last four letters of the word 'humbled' jumped out at me with new life: 'b-l-e-d'. Scripture says Jesus "humbled himself and became obedient to death ...' Jesus bled and died. Humbling ourselves requires death. Death to our flesh, our  old sin nature. God requires it... read slowly and 'hear' the sweet words...

    Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: 
 Who, being in very nature God
      did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, 
 but made himself nothing, 
      taking the very nature of a servant, 
      being made in human likeness. 
 And being found in appearance as a man, 
      he humbled himself 
      and became obedient to death— 
         even death on a cross! Philippians 2:5-8

Never again will I think of the meaning of 'humbled' in the same way!

 Jesus placed all His trust in His Father rather than men. Isn't that why He was not cast down or discouraged as He dealt with the famous 12? And He is not cast down over me... this encouragement danced with me today! This is where I want my heart to dwell: on Him. 

"Jesus focused on the eternal goodness and beauty of God so that His heart was attached to God by a longing for unseen beauties of eternity. So real and wonderful was the realm of heaven to Him, that the world and it's temptations paled and held little attraction." TK



Abba, Daddy, 
Reveal my heart to me, as I read Your word. Expose anything which would keep Your word from rooting deep in my heart and bearing fruit. Show me my pride, doubt and unbelief or any resentments over loss and hardship. Let nothing in me resist Your Holy Spirit's work as You transform me into the likeness of Christ... i do so long to be beautiful for You. Dislodge any truth stuck in my head, moving it to my heart. Your love is so sweet and You are so beautiful. Thank You for Your loving watch-care over my sisters and I.  We long to have the attitude in us that was in Christ Jesus.  We bow before You in His Name; for it is  above all names....  amen

az



Tuesday, June 22, 2010

The Unfailing Love of the Most High








 For the king trusts in the LORD; 
  through the unfailing love of the Most High 
  he will not be shaken. Psalm 21:7

Dear sisters, beloved in Christ,               June 22, 2010

David poured out his heart to the LORD again and again without trepidation of rejection. Many of his Psalms that speak of fear and struggle end in a positive note of faith. A faith which sings praise of who God is in power and faithfulness. This encourages me to come with confidence and after pouring out my heart I can choose faith, choose to believe the goodness and Sovereignty of the  One who loves me immeasurably. Again this truth took my hand and lead me on in faith as I read Psalm 21:7 and again in Psalm 55:22-23. The word 'shaken' in Hebrew was moved: to waver, to move, used of things that ought to be firm/fixed, therefore implies a great shaking, agitation (mountains/kingdoms) implying motion which causes ruin or injury.

               Cast your burden upon the LORD and He will sustain you;
                
He will never allow the righteous to be shaken. Psalm 55:22

Wow! His word is so amazing chapter after chapter, verse after verse! When i first read about His loving watch-care not allowing us to be shaken, I naturally read into it that the ground I stood on was rock-still. After much meditation and the Hebrew word used here, I sensed it was far greater.... every thing may be moving and shaking around me and my circumstances may 'feel' unstable and frightening but because of His faithfulness, 'I' am not shaken. Not shaken from my faith or my focus because I moment by moment choose to walk by faith. Refusing to live by feelings in a topsy-turvy, upside down, shaking from the inside out world. I am hidden with Christ in God. (Col 3:3) Safe in Him. Given perspective, He commands my strength. Fills me with living hope. (I Peter 1:3) I am learning truths of His Sovereignty. 

"Hence, it has ever been God's way to raise up personal vessels by fiery ordeal. The messenger must not only have the message in him, but he must be in the message: not only in mind and feeling, but in experience and being." T.A.S.

When we share what we have we may minister temporarily to the physical. To supply that which is eternal, we must share what we are which requires it to be from what the Lord Jesus is in us. We only come to the end of ourselves, choosing not to trust even in our own strength; as we are 'pressed out of measure' (2 Co 1:8) all is shaking, we finally turn to Him for Strength and Wisdom and Truth. Oh the difference this makes: life or death for us and those we love and serve. But everything else must be proved insufficient before we come to realize this and it requires time and time cannot be hurried. It requires dying...








...always carrying about in the body the dying of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body. For we who live are constantly being delivered over to death for Jesus' sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. 2 Cor 4:10-11





Father-God,
 What joy to know You! Who am I that I should be so loved and cared for? Your love shouts your acceptance and personal watch-care over me. I feel so slow to grasp truth about You and to often feel so slow to believe or receive what You are teaching me.   Thank You for being greater than my inadequacies and struggles. Thank You for the day I stand blameless and beautiful in Your Presence. Perfect... wow! Thank You your greatness is unsearchable and You love it when I draw near just to be with You. You alone see every tear and hurt and bring hope and encouragement daily. I love You Abba and long to glorify You and have You manifest Your love through me to family and a lost world. I pray in the One who lavishes His love on me in ways I am hardly able to receive. Help each of my sisters see with new eyes Your immeasurable love for them. You are amazing. Beautiful beyond description. amen

I will not be shaken! Greater is His unfailing love...

az







Just where you stand in the conflict,
There is your place.
Just where you think you are useless,
Hide not your face.
God placed you there for a purpose,
Whate’er it be;
Think He has chosen you for it;
Work loyally.
Gird on your armor! Be faithful
At toil or rest!
Whate’er it be, never doubting
God’s way is best.
Out in the fight or on the picket,
Stand firm and true;
This is the word which your Master
Gives you to do.
anonymous