Thursday, July 12, 2012

Ask the Right Question

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. II Corinthians 5:17

Brothers and Sisters who Love the Lord
‘Who are you?’ or ‘Who were you?’
The answer to the first question is wonderful. The answer to the second doesn’t matter any more for those ‘in’ Christ. We hear many Christian testimonies from the perspective of the second question detailing their sinful past and then they finish with how God saved and forgave them and they are going to heaven. But have you heard a testimony about  
who they are?

 In how many faith stories have you heard this? ‘I was lost in sin and Jesus saved me and forgave me, giving me a new life. I am 'in' Christ. Dead! Crucified! Buried and risen with Christ and I no longer live." Probably you have not, unless you are at a baptism where it is partially and quickly reflected on.  
 I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life, which I now live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me. Galatians 2:20
 
To apply this truth requires taking up my cross ‘daily’, denying myself ‘daily’, and following ‘daily’, without insisting on understanding everything. Roman’s 6 instructs me to live counting it true.
We begin our Christian life with salvation truths, but we mature by growth truths. We must move on past the second question to 'What is God doing in my life today? (growth truths)  Always He is creating the likeness of Christ in us. As we mature in our faith we find the first question to be the important one, leading to the ever expanding truth that we are ‘in’ Christ and He is everything. How did we get ‘in’ Christ? 

And you also were included in Christ when you heard the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation. Ephesians 1:13
When we were born again, God put us ‘in’ Christ, knowing we could not do this ourselves. We are as powerless to be removed, as we were powerless to put ourselves in Christ. 

 My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me;  and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand. John 10:27-28
Positionally in Christ we are pure and holy and practically in Christ we are free from sin’s power and its consequences Romans 6:14 (but not its presence)
Who am I ‘in’ Christ? I am God’s masterpiece! He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago. Ephesians 2:10
Do you believe it? Hear this my sisters and brothers:

“On what ground is our faith tested? It is on the ground of our very relationship with God and God’s attitude toward us. The concentration of the enemy is upon that point- to interfere with our link with God.” FWG 

‘In Christ’ is the most precious phrase in the Bible. This or its equivalent is mentioned over 130 times in the New Testament.

The Lord Jesus is our link with the Father. It will never be about us and what we are in ourselves. Jesus is the answer to God’s absolute requirement for holiness and payment of our sin debt. He is the answer to every accusation and every attack of the enemy. Jesus knows our weakness, He knows all we try to hide from others, He knows every struggle we face and remembers we are dust. He is Peace, compassion, mercy and love. God is for us! He is the answer to our loneliness and fears. He is strength in our weakness and joy amidst tears. May be you need to climb up on His lap and let Him hide you near His heart.
Let this thought explode in your heart and fill you: When God looks at us, He sees us through His Son, His perfect Son. Our position is perfection, for we are ‘in’ Christ. We cannot even give God cause to love us. It is only our pride to think we have anything to offer Yaweh, for He is Holy.  But what causes my heart to tremble are these four words…


 “God opposes the proud” (James 4:6) but gives grace to the humble.

I need all the help I can get and I find even human opposition can be tiring, so I do not want the living God opposing me!!!  Pride is ever at the door and there will never be a day I, in myself, will find acceptance with God. The same truth that convicts me of my sinful, hopeless condition, also, when realized, sets me free and gives me absolute security in Christ. My acceptance is not about me, but about Jesus!! How can anyone doubt a believer’s security when once realizing his or her position in Christ? Infeasible! I am dancing in awe of Him! Hallelujah!

God doesn’t see me through my past, He sees me through Jesus. LW

When I am working on a sculpture, the day comes when I am done carving and polishing the stone. It is finished. There is nothing more to do. Jesus said, ”It is finished” and He meant it! He did it all and He is the same yesterday and today and forever!!  We only need to receive what we need, not produce it.
Father God, Lord of all the angel armies, You who never change and are not trapped in time, I bow and with tears of praise for putting me safely, securely and forever ‘in’ Christ. My past no longer exists before You, not even yesterday, thank You, precious Lord, for establishing me in such amazing freedom and continue to establish Your word in me, as that which produces reverence for You. I was dead in my sins and You made me alive together with Christ.  Forgiving all my sin. I am so thankful my acceptance depends entirely on You! Thank you Jesus, in your name I pray,  standing cleansed and forgiven in Your sight. Amen
Much love dear ones, I pray often for each of you, for He knows you by name,
az

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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

I Am Not A Moses.....


 Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. Praise the LORD! Psalm150:6

My Brethren,
As I knelt in prayer before my heavenly Father, I spoke these words of honor and relationship: “Abba, Daddy, Holy One…” when I was interrupted, stopped in the moment by this thought! ‘I speak the words, “Holy One”, but do I even have a clue what they truly mean or understand a smidgeon of the Truth they represent?’ Holy is a word I relate to God, yes, but what if He suddenly chose to reveal the Truth of these two words to me? What if His great and terrible Presence, His Almighty being, were suddenly manifested before me? These words I am writing would be the last words you would ever read from my hand!  This frail, temporary body is not designed to be in the manifest  presence of the Holy God and I am certainly not a ‘Moses’!

Imagine with me how it would effect us if we experienced what the Jewish people did as they waited on Moses to intercede on their behalf with the living God? They came to a mountain they were not to approach. And there was the blazing fire and darkness and gloom, whirlwind and trumpet blasts and God’s words, reverberating like thunder, and so frightening that those who heard it begged that no further word be spoken to them, for they feared greatly the command given by God, “If even a beast touches the mountain it will be stoned.” And so terrible was the sight, that Moses said, “I am full of fear and trembling.”
 How would this change your view of God?

Then there is the difficulty of reconciling His holiness with the truth of God being a God who loves me! Thee Omnipotent, Creator God, Eternal and unapproachable sees me in Christ, forgiven and made holy. But there is so much more than being loved and forgiven. I am invited to come boldly to His throne although His holiness has not diminished! This is beyond imagining! Jesus, the perfect Lamb of God, has opened the way for me. Albeit we do not hear much about God being a consuming fire, nor are we reminded often of His holiness, His word is adamant: God is holy. We can fall into the thinking that our sins are not really so bad now, because we have Jesus as our Savior. But I must give account of every idle word, every attitude, and every deed, before this holy God. God’s view of sin never changes. Why? because He is holy.

Hear the ending words of Hebrews12:
Therefore since we receive a kingdom which cannot be shaken, let us show gratitude, by which we may offer to God an acceptable service with reverence and awe; for our God is a consuming fire. Heb 12:29

For many Christians, their view of God comes from a kind of spiritual fun house mirror, It is distorted and inaccurate.  L.W.

How do you see Him? As a cosmic kill-joy? rules-focused? demanding? hard to please? In the beginning, God created man and He will not now be ‘created’ by man. Are you frustrated trying to reconcile these thoughts with your view of God? Not only is God Holy, He always has been Holy, and always will be Holy.  And what is so astounding is that He is Love. Run to Him. He loves us immeasurably and unconditionally. (My feet are dancing) But being loving does not negate His holiness! Not a smidgeon. God, wake your church and give us a reverence for You that will knock us to our knees. For He is not the ‘man upstairs’, He is not ‘our buddy’, nor a divine vending machine we can require to pop out answers to our two-bit prayers!!  (complicated by the fact we want only the answer we deem best.) And of course He is to keep all trouble far from your door and make us happy. Any less and we are upset with Him. In our unbelief and presumption, we conclude ‘God is not good’. But it is us that are not good and our Father loves us too well to leave us as we are.
But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: “Be holy, because I am holy.”  I P 1:15-16

The more we are conformed to the world the more our view of God is warped. May God forgive us and bring us to repentance. Only being in God’s word will transform and strengthen us in truth and give us a correct view of God. In our world the word ‘holy’ is frequently misused. It pricks my heart with sadness to hear carelessly spoken exclamations such as ‘ holy cow’ or ‘holy smoke’, not to mention the endless abuse of the word ‘God’.  My heart is torn a bit more every time I hear His precious name used in vain. I have decided every time I hear it, I will bring Him praise immediately. He alone is Holy and worthy of all praise.

We are commanded to praise the LORD! Yes! It benefits us! God says He inhabits our praises.(I have some questions…) Doesn’t that Truth bring you to your knees? Don’t you want to cry out ‘LORD, quicken me, fill me with a desire and hunger for You. Teach me to praise You.’

Ascribe to the Lord glory and strength. Ascribe to the Lord the glory due to His name;
Worship the Lord in holy array. Psalm 29:1-2

Father-God, You who are Holy beyond comprehension, You who never break Your word and are to be reverenced and worshiped as Holy! I bow, unworthy in myself, but acceptable in Jesus, my Savior and Redeemer. I rejoice in You. ‘Give me a heart that hungers for you to be manifested in me! Establish Your word to me as that which produces reverence for You. Awaken in me a desperate desire for You, a deep, awareness of Your holiness. Cleanse me from wrong attitudes and corrupt thinking about who You are. Give me a heart of surrender to bring You glory and enjoy You now and forever. I tremble before You… and I cannot help but love You. I pray in the name of the Lamb of God, my sacrifice and Savior, amen.

Praying for you all this week,
 az 

The Gospel:
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Wednesday, June 27, 2012

In Hope Against Hope

LORD, I wait for you; you will answer, Lord my God.Psalm 38:15

Dear Saints in God’s waiting room,

We join many infamous people when we experience God’s waiting room. All the way back to Sarah and Abraham who were waiting on God to keep His word to them about an heir from their own loins. Their waiting room was clouded by the unreality of such a promise ever being fulfilled. Fact was it was impossible! No two ways about it! But the Truth is ‘there is nothing too hard for God.’

‘Ah Lord God! Behold, You have made the heavens and the earth by Your great power and by Your outstretched arm! Nothing is too difficult for You,’ Jer 32:17

‘In hope against hope, Abraham believed God. Without becoming weak in faith,’ Even though the facts of their circumstances shouted ‘impossible’ at the promise of God, Abraham believed. In spite of his own body which scripture says was ‘now as good as dead since he was about 100 years old’ and ‘the deadness of Sarah’s womb; yet, with respect to the promise of God, he did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith; giving glory to God, and being fully assured (he believed) that what God had promised, He was able also to perform”.  

Wow! Doesn’t it set your feet to dancing?

When I pray I want action, a response. I want the ear of God and I want His intervention. The least desired answer to my prayer is ‘wait’.  There is so much waiting in life. I like ‘green-light’ days. When I drive, I want to get to where I am going without the red lights. (I know, I know I am dreaming of another life) Yet, I know if I do not learn to wait I will be continually frustrated with God and His timetable. I have been waiting until it hurts for the salvation of some of my nearest and dearest. As I wait I have learned to exercise my ‘will’ and give thanks to God for all He’s doing that I cannot see.

I have learned much in the unwelcome waiting times. The Holy Spirit has stretched and shaped me for His glory. Do I understand what God is doing? No. But this great are His purposes. I know He never makes a mistake and His purposes are great, beyond my mind to imagine and all for His glory.

Great are your purposes and mighty are your deeds. Jer 32:19a

Let me remind you and myself that God does not hurry in His development of our Christian life. He is working from and for eternity. We mature and become fruitful by the principle of growth and much time is involved. Fruit ripens slowly through the storms and the rain and  the blessed sunshine.
If we do not acquiesce to this we will experience continual frustration and will find we tend to take matters into our own hands like Abraham and Sarah did.

In the morning, LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait expectantly. Psalm 5:3

Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD. Psalm 27:14

We wait in hope for the LORD; he is our help and our shield. Psalm 33:20

Are you in a season of waiting now? The waiting room can ‘feel’ very lonely. Part of being Spirit-filled and surrendered is learning to endure with joy in our waiting. God does not ‘owe’ us anything. He is always working for our holiness not our happiness. As we learn to trust, we learn to rest more and more in Him who is our life… ‘being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Phil 1:6

I am collecting ‘wait’ verses to feed me and strengthen me to wait on the LORD. I like to put them on 3x5 cards to carry with me walking or waiting at a long light, or in a waiting room.

Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when people succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. Psalm 37:7
  
It is hard to wait in a situation we cannot control or change. You run to God pleading with Him to do something, but all you hear is ‘wait’. My prayer for you is that you will choose to trust Him for every trial and every situation you do not understand just as David who recorded his struggle in the Psalms.

“When God’s answer is wait, a question is imbedded in that answer: ‘Will you trust me?’ L.W.

He who has My commandments and keeps them is the one who loves Me; and he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I will love him and will disclose Myself to him. John 14:21

Father, You who lead us from self-dependence to Christ-dependence, You understand how easily we get frustrated, how hard it is to wait, how tough it is to be in a place we do not want to be. If we could, we would short-circuit such experiences and run for cover outside of Your provision. Thank You for loving us enough to reign us in and continue working in us the likeness of Your precious Son Jesus. We want to believe like Abraham! Work in us Your endurance and fill us with faith to trust You. As hard as it is to wait it is so sweet, so profitable when You disclose Yourself to us. It is worth all the trials and waiting for the sweetness of You, are You not our exceeding and great reward? It is in Your Name and for Your glory we pray, Jesus, amen and amen

You are not alone in your waiting,
az

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

The Right Handle

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The Gospel (or Good News) message of Jesus Christ is so simple that it almost defies understanding. Jesus death on the Cross was for you.



Tuesday, May 29, 2012

All or Nothing

 “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. John 13:34

  …Since you have in obedience to the truth purified your souls for a sincere love of       the brethren, fervently love one another from the heart, I Peter 1:22

Dear Believers in our Lord Jesus, Savior and Creator,

Spiritual gifts , no matter how exciting… are useless and even destructive if they are not ministered in love. The main evidence of maturing in our faith is a growing love for God and God’s people. ww


 As I read a familiar portion of scripture, the words condensed into this thought: “All or Nothing!” The word ‘all’ is used 8x in I Corinthians 13 and the word ‘nothing’ is used 2x and inferred 2x. The word Love is used 9x and inferred 2x. Verses one to three conclude that without love we are noisy gongs or clanging symbols and profit nothing, by all our attention-getting activity. Such grandiose statements as moving mountains, giving away all one’s possessions to feed the poor and surrendering your body to be burned! Are followed by a conclusion so divine, it boggles the mind. It hit me anew… No matter how great my sacrificial act is, if I did not act out of Love, “I am nothing.” Hear this as if you have never heard it before and read it again.

“The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself in love.” Galatians 5:6 niv

This famous love-chapter of I Corinthians, then states what love is, thereby stating what Love is not. Love is patient; so therefore love is not impatient. Love is kind, so it is not unkind. Love does not brag and is not prideful, but humble. Love does not act unbecomingly; so love acts in a way that is respectable, proper and decorous. Love is not self-seeking, but puts others interests first. And amazingly it does not keep track of the wrong suffered from others. It does not rejoice in evil of any kind but rejoices in truth; Love bears all things, Love believes all things, Love hopes all things and Love endures all things. Love endures because it trusts the Lover by faith. There is no unbelief in love! We cannot understand all that happens on this earthly journey, for it is like looking through a glass darkly, all is unclear and blurred.
While reading this chapter a storm moved in with pelting rain and deepening darkness. It became as dark as night. I looked out the window to check on the flowers I had planted that morning, uncertain how much rain they could tolerate. I could not see out clearly enough to ascertain anything. The next morning I went out into the full light of day to see how they fared. No longer looking through a glass darkly, no longer muted colors, but beautiful flowers.

I saw in this a picture of how we see life here; trying hard to understand what and why God does what He does in our life. It is through a glass darkly that we peer. But endure my sisters and brothers, endure, for a new day is coming. A day of full Light, no more sorrow, no more pain, no more death, no sickness. No separation from loved ones and no more daily struggles. Full Light, with Love so bright only a new spiritual body could withstand the Presence of the Holy God!
   WARNING: A life of love requires ‘dying daily’ to self and  sin and then see yourself, risen with Christ!

 Our Christian life is ‘all’ or ‘nothing’.  Whatever we do in our strength no matter how great the sacrifice, is less than nothing unless Jesus Christ does it through us, for then it is done in love, by the power of His Spirit. He cannot do anything except love because Love is who He is. I am especially thankful for two things that touch my heart deep:

1.   I am so precious to Him, He only acts in love toward me. Such Love took Him to the Cross and He became sin for me, He who knew no sin!

2.   God is working all things for my good, because He is Love. The ‘good’ He is working in me, is the likeness of Christ!! Only then can all I do, be done in Love. He is my Rock, my Rescue, my Refuge. My feet are dancing.

If we are anywhere but in the Love of God we drift apart. ac

Oh how I desire to live a life of Love that would make a difference for eternity. Only God can hold me in His love so that He can love the unlovely and the down right ugly and mean spirited through me.

THE WAY THE WORLD LOVES:
 Do not love the world nor the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.  For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the boastful pride of life, is not from the Father, but is from the world. The world is passing away, and also its lusts; but the one who does the will of God lives forever. I John 2:15-17

Father of Love, You who love the ugly and vile and even us, I bow in awe and wonder at such love. Love so powerful it will carry us home. Love so powerful these earthly bodies could not tolerate it’s full presence and still breathe! We want to make a difference in this life, before You call us to dwell in Your ’Light’, (which is so profoundly glorious we have no words to describe it accurately.) Thank You for loving us into sanity, strength, hope, rest and a peace that is heavenly. Help us to want Your will more than our own way so we will be willing to reckon ourselves dead to sin and alive with Christ each day, every day. I pray for my brothers and sisters to live for You at any cost. And strengthen with endurance those who are suffering for Your name, even now today. O God, have mercy and be their comfort and living Hope. In Your Holy name I pray amen.

Come soon Lord Jesus!

All or nothing,


  much love, az






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Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Risen with Christ

Paul, called as an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God….
To the church of God which is at Corinth, to those who have been sanctified in Christ Jesus, saints by calling, with all who in every place call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, their Lord and ours: Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. I Corinthians 1:1-3

Dear Church, His Saints, my fellow journeyers,
What I am in Jesus Christ positionally ought to be what I practice in daily life, but often fail. Here is a thought I have courted this week, grab hold of it and consider, what it has to do with you daily. We are to ‘see’ our position as resurrected, through out our day, we are to live as seeing ourselves possessing resurrection life.  I am talking about daily living, not pie in the sky some day, but now, today. Old things have passed away all things have become new. That is a fact. Another is this: ‘Sin is no longer your master, for you no longer live under the requirements of the law. Instead, you live under the freedom of God’s grace, in the resurrected Christ. (Romans 6:14) Do you see yourself as crucified with Christ? Buried with Him and risen with Him? Hear me… this is your position and the Spirit of God is working these truths in you progressively, creating a likeness to Christ in you every day, through every trial and circumstance. All I can say is WOW! And lift my hands in praise. Hallelujah what a Savior! I am dancing!

“Progress is only advancing in… the spiritual knowledge, of what we possess at the onset.” mjs

Many Christians stop with salvation truths, never moving beyond to growth truths. We must come to know we are ‘complete’ in Christ and not try and augment our salvation by self-effort. I remember the days trying to please God with a flurry of activities (self-effort) as if I could ‘keep saved’ by doing good works; all for the purpose of being acceptable to God. I didn't even like myself why would God accept me? But I realized I didn’t save myself in the first place and I certainly can’t ‘keep’ saved. Christ’s work is a finished work. It is now a matter of walking by faith. It is not production, but reception of our life in Christ! We do not fall into maturity; neither can we hurry it along, though we can delay it. We must conclude that we are acceptable to God, because we are in Christ and Christ is perfect; therefore un-improvable.”  
Only those who have wearied themselves seeking to grow and have failed, are in a position to appreciate the fact that God is the aggressor in the realm of development. msj

My personal, heartbreaking failure in every area of my Christian life is always my Father’s preparation, for His success on my behalf. The major fact being, that if I waver in my confidence of my Father’s love, I will struggle with trusting Him. The more intimately I know my Savior, the more readily I will trust Him and the more I will rest in Him, which results in living a life of ‘not I, but Christ’. Galatians 2:20 Knowing Christ is not happenstance, knowing Him intimately requires my coming humbly to Him, in His word. I must spend time with the One I love, my whole being cries out to be near Him, near His comfort, His love, the sweetness of His being. The thought of this sets my feet to dancing.

“Not only is our life complete in Jesus Christ but likewise the essential victory in all the many exigencies of life. When you fight to get victory, then you have lost the battle at the very outset.” wn

When the enemy attacks in your home or business, and creates a situation with which you cannot possibly deal, what do you do? I would guess you prepare for a huge battle and then pray asking God to give you victory.
 ‘But this approach guarantees defeat because by this attitude you relinquish the battle to the enemy!’ wn
What should you have done? Simply look up and praise the Lord. ‘I am facing a situation I cannot handle. Your enemy the devil, has created this situation to encompass my downfall ( or downfall of a loved one), but I praise you that Your victory is all-inclusive and covers this situation fully. I praise You that I have full victory in Jesus, my Lord and Savior.’

Our hope for victory is not ‘Christ + my efforts’, but ‘Christ + my receiving’. ct  (Read it again and grab this principle for it makes all the difference)

God never intended for us to walk the natural plane. There is no provision made for such a walk. Always, God’s promise is that His child will break through and live and endure as if he were seeing only the workings of the invisible world, not fixed on physical senses. ac

There is great glory for our Lord in a quiet, confident walk in this day of adversity, a day of dread, when things about us are shaking and trembling. Gp

We are His children, His saints! The object of His love. His treasure! And....
The Lord’s lovingkindnesses indeed never cease,
For His compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
Great is Your faithfulness.
“The Lord is my portion,” says my soul,
“Therefore I have hope in Him.” Lamentation 3:22-24

Father, You who love me and treasure me, I bow my heart to You! Reckoning myself ‘Crucified with Christ’ and dead to sin, by faith, is difficult. And You want me to go beyond crucified with Christ, to ‘risen with Christ’. I cry out for understanding and ask You to fill me with faith to obey. Out of my brokenness transform me, so others will see Jesus in me. Each day is truly a chance to reckon myself dead to sin and walk in the power of the Holy Spirit. I trust You to bring Your name glory through me. Your greatness overshadows me causing me to tremble! Yet, am comforted by Your faithfulness. You are my portion forever, how can it be that You love me so, beautiful Savior, in your precious name I pray, Jesus, amen.

Have a great week! May you live out what you are in the resurrected Christ.
 az


Friday, May 11, 2012

Dry Times


  Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, “So shall your offspring be.” Romans 4:18

Beloved of the Lord,

God’s word states we are to walk by faith and not by (feelings) sight. During a spiritual high we sail along waving our flag of victory and we may even sing our prayers, for they flow out of us and are sprinkled with praises. We may be ready with much ‘spiritual’ advice for those who are in a spiritual funk or struggling with life. Oh, how careful we need to be. God works His perfect will in different ways and at different times. Feelings can make our lives good or the lack of spiritual feelings can leave us ‘feeling’ off track or discouraged. We must learn not to allow feelings to dictate our spiritual disciplines such, as prayer or study.

If you are in a dry time your greatest frustration may by trying to shake yourself out of it. But it is not in your power to do so. God makes no mistakes. He has you where He wants you. He is trusting you with this dry season of life, for your good. Most likely He has not consulted you or filled you in on the details, but is trusting you with the mystery of His will; giving you the opportunity to walk by faith.

How easily I can skip praying or reading His Word, when I don’t feel like it. I read and it‘s as dry as day old toast. Praying, my words seem to rise no higher than the ceiling and I feel oppressed. It 'feels' as ineffective as texting someone who has no cell phone. Thankfully, God the Father sees our hearts. He does not just hear our words. Praying can be such a wonderful time of nearness and at other times you labor to force each word. God seems far away, like He has gone on vacation or He’s plugging His ears. 

Scupoli believed “innumerable benefits are derived from dryness and the absence of devotional feelings,” and he refers to the desert season as “marvelous help, although at the time we are not conscious of it.”

You may have been in the fire lately and are having a hard and painful time of it. God seems to have withdrawn Himself. Withdrawn His grace. This can be excruciating and frustrating. Do not lose heart. It is important to remember that our ‘feelings’ are not a gauge to measure our spiritual maturity. We walk by faith. "Unless you stand firm in your faith; you will not stand at all." Isaiah 7:9

Feelings are never a yardstick of truth. They will betray the truth far more often than they will confirm it. GLT

My mentor taught me early on “when feelings run high, common sense runs low…. do not live by your feelings, but trust God even when you do not understand what He is doing. You know that all things are working together to create the likeness of Christ in you, even the deserts of life. God is preparing you for something more. When God takes the feelings away He has a purpose. So do not be sidetracked with negative self-talk, such as God is punishing you. We cannot control our feelings but we choose our actions. We are responsible for our choices. If we love God for what He gives us, are we not really loving ourselves, not Him? If we are loving Him, we will not give our feelings dictatorship.

When going through the desert, speak God’s truth, by exercising faith in God’s word, apart from any feelings. Remember we are planted together with Him in the likeness of His death.  Rom 6:5   Stand in this position-> in Christ and you will begin to experience resurrection life by the power of the Holy Spirit. You must stand firmly on this basic truth. Reject your old life on the basis of your death in Christ on the Cross, and count yourself alive in Him: dead to sin—alive unto God, in Christ. Romans 6: 11  
Let the facts of your position overwhelm the feelings of your condition. GW

The wilderness will not last any longer than He has purposed. Remember in Psalm 119:91 He promises ‘all things serve Him.”

Abraham, his body as good as dead and Sarah past child bearing were in a desert. Had God forgotten to be gracious? To be a barren woman was considered a curse, not to bear children a desert of heartache and shame. Hear what God’s Word tells us about Abraham choice to believe God: Romans 4 18-21

 In hope against hope he believed, so that he might become a father of many nations according to that which had been spoken, “ So shall your descendants be.” Without becoming weak in faith he contemplated his own body, now as good as dead since he was about a hundred years old, and the deadness of Sarah’s womb; yet, with respect to the promise of God, he did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully assured that what God had promised, He was able also to perform.

Against all hope he believed! My feet are dancing! We can choose faith, too.

God, You who Possess heaven and earth and yet see my desert, and You, who with purpose and plan remove the ‘feelings’ of your Presence, I bow in awe of You! Forgive me for living by my feelings instead of walking by faith. The natural, arrogant result of my dry time is to cry out to You, demanding You remove it and restore my joy!  Forgive me. Lord, let me not fight the withdrawal of spiritual feelings, but choose to hear the Cross calling me to death! Thank You, that in the measure in which I count myself dead with Christ, I will experience His resurrection life. Let me pray, read, and worship because You are worthy and good, no matter how I feel. Give me faith to trust You. I love You. I am yours and no one can ever snatch me from Your grasp. I pray in the Name above all names amen and amen

The believer, in whose daily attitude the mark of resurrection is seen becomes what the world is looking for, a convincing witness to the power of the living Redeemer. GW

Have a blessed week walking by faith, no matter how you feel!